Maybe there were times, when i was not me. When i completely lost myself, lost my head, lost in the swirling, dazzling happenings and surrounding around me. i just didn't know what to do. And didn't know how to mend my mistakes. Then, i just hoped that i'd find my lost self. Just hoped that i'd keep my head cool. i hoped...somebody, somebody wise would kindly tell me what to do. Or at least tell me why would something happen. Or just explain to me, make it easier and not that sophisticated. Or guide me, God. Tell me when i did wrong. Let me know that You will back me up when i feel weak. i need You.